Trick or Treat!~ Halloween '09

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Happy Halloween! Isn't it exciting?! I'm excited ~of course~ because Halloween is like the equivalent to Christmas for people of the Atheist Smoker religion (if you don't know what I'm speaking of, don't worry it's just something lame I made up). ^_^ So who's going trick or treating? I'm totally going again this year! LOL I'm horrible huh...

I remember getting yelled at by some stranger when I was 17 because I was "stealing candy that belongs to the children" ... I kinda think as long as my minions are back at home giving out like $20 worth of candy to these people's satanic spawns they should just shut their mouth! Especially when they're only handing out little cheap-ass candies!

Anyway, people don't even question me anymore because everyone thinks I'm 10 yrs. younger than I actually am.. It's really quite odd since during the last few years I was in high school people would be asking if I was 30... Now I go out and people ask me if I'm a big Hannah Montana fan and crap. I thought they were joking with me at first but apparently not... whatever LOL.. Like Jay tells me, it works out in my favor since he demands I make an attempt at modeling (because after models turn 22, they're already considered horrifyingly old and undesirable. haha) and even better I can still trick or treeeeat! Eeeee! ^.^

So I'm doing that today and I have a huge list of other places I will make appearances! Since I'm a hardcore Halloween type of person, I find Halloween parties to be the most boring thing ever. I want to be out in the night with the danger, danger, danger... I can't stay in one place like the others... and besides, like I've said hundreds of times before, I hate drunk people so I don't hang around long enough at parties for anyone to get drunk. :b

::Useless Rant:: (Skip rant section if you hate useless rants ok)

Since people keep questioning me about why I hate drunk people, I'll quickly explain (yet again). Well, it's simple... The majority seem to think being drunk gives them the excuse to do whatever they want. Don't waste your time tellin' me otherwise either. Everytime I've been around an intoxicated person, they're either saying something horrible or vomiting... Or the guys seem to think they can walk up and touch anyone, anywhere they want without any consequences because they're judgement is "impaired" and it's not really them doing it, the alcohol made them do it. Funnily enough these guys usually have a girlfriend in the next room too... The only thing I find remotely entertaining about intoxicated folk is how hard you can slap them across the face without them realizing it..

*Backhanded slap*

Douchebag: Ahh!

......

Douchebag: wait... what were you saying? @.*

*SLAP*

Douchebag: Hey! I say sto...... wait.... what?

::End Useless Rant::


So no parties for me.. but I'll be all over the place tonight. I'm just saying so because if you're living in these parts might see me.. or not! Muhahaha! Remember how I said I looked as though I had been beaten up? Here's my costume preview (just threw together clothes I already had ;.; ), even with all the makeup and the veil you can totally tell I look awful~ ahaha

before makeup I looked like..

Lucky for me, my face stopped looking ridiculously decrepit.. but the bruises remain... hopefully makeup will cure that. I'm also gonna wear a gothic lolita type skirt and my huge lace-up platform boots. I'm taking my gothic outfitted Taeyang too I think... I know for you guys he's like old news already, but a lot of people around here are not familiar with such dolls and will be adequately freaked out by him. ^.^

Well, I'm going to start getting ready because I wanna get an earlier start on my magical Halloween quest!.. And I swear I'm not coming bad tonight until Frank Langella bites my neck. Really is it to much to ask? -_-

I'll text updates to my twitter to let you know when it happens~

Brown Eye Girls - Sign 브라운아이드걸스 (BEG) romanized lyrics~ Sound-G (Repackaged Album)

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Although this song didn't turn out as dark sounding as I was hoping, I still like it a lot! Give it a listen~

(cr: babyangel5309 @yt)

Brown Eyed Girls - Sign

[ALL]
sumi gabba Mayday datdatdatdatdat
mami apa Mayday datdatdatdatdat
shiganeun ddo Tic Toc heulleomanga Tic Toc
deullini nae sign sign datdatdatdatdat
(datdatdatdatdat)

[narsha]
majimothae seorado (datdatdatdatdat)
nareul hanbeon bwabwa

[jea]
hwanaetdeon nareul bwa ileohke na byeonhaega-a

[narsha]
amu mal mothago (datdatdatdatdat)

[miryo]
It's me babogati nunmulman peongpeongpeong heullineun naya
nan All day & All night eodu unbangane itgiman hae na All right
(blah blah blah) amuri malhaedo (bbi-ong) nae mameul wae molla
ilbun ilcho-ui sungansungani naui gaseumeul joyeowa

[gain]
seureuleu gamgineun naui dununi
jureuleuk heullineun naui nunmuli

[narsha]
idaero ggeutilange dulyeoweo nan modeunge

[jea]
ileon nal guhaejweo (jebal)

[ALL]
sumi gabba Mayday datdatdatdatdat
mami apa Mayday datdatdatdatdat
shiganeun ddo Tic Toc heulleomanga Tic Toc
deullini nae sign sign datdatdatdatdat

(datdatdatdatdat)

[jea]
mothan mareun manheunde (datdatdatdatdat)
jebal deuleo bwabwa

[gain]
ileohke nareul bwa moreuneun cheok hajima-a

[jea]
modeun geol ilheun nal (datdatdatdatdat)

[miryo]
Yo geudaen ijeneun anayo naemam sucheonbeon gobaekhaetne nan
neoreul hyanghan sarangui Sign
Did you get my sign sign
niga isseoya ileoileo nan nan
niga eobseo shireumshireum alha
wemyeon hajimalyo nal
I want you by my side side

[narsha]
pareuleu ddeollineun naui ibsuli
harureul beotiji mothal shimjangi

[jea]
idaero meomchuneunge dulyeoweo
nan modeunge

[gain]
ileon nal guhaejweo (jebal)

[ALL]
sumi gabba Mayday datdatdatdatdat
mami apa Mayday datdatdatdatdat
shiganeun ddo Tic Toc heulleomanga Tic Toc
deullini nae sign sign datdatdatdatdat

[gain]
nae mame niga ddo cha-oreunda
soneul ggok jabgo neol chamabonda

[narsha]
neol bonaemyeon muneojil nal aljanha (jebal)

[ALL]
sumi gabba Mayday datdatdatdatdat
mami apa Mayday datdatdatdatdat
shiganeun ddo Tic Toc heulleomanga Tic Toc
deullini nae sign sign datdatdatdatdat

([jea] jebal~)

[ALL]
sumi gabba Mayday datdatdatdatdat
mami apa Mayday datdatdatdatdat
shiganeun ddo Tic Toc heulleomanga Tic Toc
deullini nae sign sign datdatdatdatdat

datdatdatdatdat..



~Korean~

Sign
브라운아이드걸스

[ALL]
숨이 가빠 Mayday 닷닷닷닷닷
맘이 아파 Mayday 닷닷닷닷닷
시간은 또 Tic Toc 흘러만가 Tic Toc
들리니 내 sign sign 닷닷닷닷닷
(닷닷닷닷닷)


[나르샤]
마지못해서라도 (닷닷닷닷닷)
나를 한번 봐봐
[제아]
화냈던 나를 봐 이렇게 나 변해가 아
[나르샤]
아무 말 못하고 (닷닷닷닷닷)


[미료]
It's me 바보같이 눈물만 펑펑펑 흘리는 나야
난 All day & All night 어두운 방안에 있기만 해 나 All right
(Blah Blah Blah) 아무리 말해도 (삐옹) 내 맘을 왜 몰라
일분 일초의 순간순간이 나의 가슴을 조여와


[가인]
스르르 감기는 나의 두눈이
주르륵 흘리는 나의 눈물이
[나르샤]
이대로 끝이란게 두려워 난 모든게
[제아]
이런 날 구해줘 (제발)



[ALL]
숨이 가빠 Mayday 닷닷닷닷닷
맘이 아파 Mayday 닷닷닷닷닷
시간은 또 Tic Toc 흘러만가 Tic Toc
들리니 내 sign sign 닷닷닷닷닷

(닷닷닷닷닷)



[제아]
못한 말은 많은데 (닷닷닷닷닷)
제발 들어 봐봐
[가인]
이렇게 나를 봐 모르는 척 하지마 아
[제아]
모든 걸 잃은 날 (닷닷닷닷닷)


[미료]
Yo 그댄 이제는 아나요 내 맘 수천번 고백했네 난
너를 향한 사랑의 Sign
Did you get ma sign sign
니가 있어야 일어일어 난 난
니가 없어 시름시름 앓아
외면하지말요 날
I want you by my sign sign



[나르샤]
파르르 떨리는 나의 입술이
하루를 버티지 못할 심장이
[제아]
이대로 멈추는게 두려워
난 모든게
[가인]
이런 날 구해줘 (제발)


[ALL]
숨이 가빠 Mayday 닷닷닷닷닷
맘이 아파 Mayday 닷닷닷닷닷
시간은 또 Tic Toc 흘러만가 Tic Toc
들리니 내 sign sign 닷닷닷닷닷


[가인]
내 맘에 니가 또 차오른다
손을 꼭 잡고 널 참아본다
[나르샤]
널 보내면 무너질 날 알잖아 (제발)


[ALL]
숨이 가빠 Mayday 닷닷닷닷닷
맘이 아파 Mayday 닷닷닷닷닷
시간은 또 Tic Toc 흘러만가 Tic Toc
들리니 내 sign sign 닷닷닷닷닷

([제아] 제발~)

[ALL]
숨이 가빠 Mayday 닷닷닷닷닷
맘이 아파 Mayday 닷닷닷닷닷
시간은 또 Tic Toc 흘러만가 Tic Toc
들리니 내 sign sign 닷닷닷닷닷

닷닷닷닷닷..


(^mnet)

브라운아이드걸스 (Brown Eyed Girls) - 싸인 (Sign) Teaser MV

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Long time no talk!!! What's up?! Getting ready for Halloween hmm?!! ;o

BEG are ready!!! Take a look!!!



(cr: video thanks to mardirock)

Creepy rite??! Looks sure to be fucking interesting at least!!! Are BEG the girls in the tanks?!? Nobody knows.. we have to wait and see!!! ^_^

So the theme works for halloween dont you think?!! Tell me, what's everyone going to be for halloween??! Share with me plz.. I need ideas!!! 哈哈~


- ou ou out!

완.두.콩. (Green Peas) SS501 Rebirh romanized lyrics & SNSD, f(x) Chocolate Love romanization~

So these are way late, but yay~.. I finished the goal I set for myself anyways! :b

SS501- 완.두.콩. (Green Peas)


hanyeoreum nae nunsoge
bichweojin chorok byeollo
urin seoro sarangeul piweotji

bamhaneul byeoldeul cheoreom
bitnaneun chorok byeoldeul moseub
neomuna sarang seuleobdago

uri hamggehan sungando
uriga hamggehan yaksokdo
ddo uriga hamggehal shiganmodu
yeongweonhi jikyeogagiro hae

set, dul, hana Go

jeo byeori dwe-eo
isesang eodilahaedo
eonjeggajina neohuideureul bichweojulge

24/7 from Monday to Sunday night
uriwa hamgge haengbok halgeoya

nal utge haneungeotdo
nal ulge haneungeotdo
baro neoya neul naegyeote isseo

geu nuga mweolahaedo
byeonhaji anhneun han gaji
uri-ui sarangeun yeongweonhi hamggehae

hangsang bitnaneun byeol cheoreom
uriga hamggehal shigandeul

deo balgge bichweojulge yeongweonhi
sojunghan chorokbyeol naesarang

jeo byeori dwe-eo
isesang eodilahaedo
eonjeggajina neohuideureul bichweojulge

24/7 from Monday to Sunday night
uriwa hamgge haengbok halgeoya

neohuideului sarangi gumaweo
saranghae urin maengsehae
All for you

jeo byeori dwe-eo
isesang eodilahaedo
eonjeggajina neohuideureul bichweojulge

24/7 from Monday to Sunday night
uriwa hamgge haengbok halgeoya

One more time!

bamhaneul nopi
neohuiga eodilahaedo
eonjeggajina neohuideureul bichweojulge

24/7 from Monday to Sunday night
uriwa hamgge haengbok halgeoya

uriwa hamgge
haengbok halgeoya~


~Korean~

완.두.콩.
SS501

한여름 내 눈속에
비춰진 초록별로
우린 서로 사랑을 피웠지

밤하늘 별들처럼
빛나는 초록별들 모습
너무나 사랑스럽다고

우리 함께한 순간도
우리가 함께한 약속도
또 우리가 함께할 시간모두
영원히 지켜가기로 해

셋,둘,하나 Go

저 별이 되어
이 세상 어디라해도
언제까지나 너희들을 비춰줄게

24/7 from monday to sunday nignt
우리와 함께 행복할거야

날 웃게 하는것도
날 울게 하는것도
바로 너야 늘 내곁에 있어

그 누가 뭐라해도
변하지 않는 한 가지
우리의 사랑은 영원히 함께해

항상 빛나는 별처럼
우리가 함께할 시간들

더 밝게 비춰줄게 영원히
소중한 초록별 내사랑

저 별이 되어 이세상 어디라해도
언제까지나 너희들을 비춰줄게
24/7 from monday to sunday nignt
우리와 함께 행복할거야

너희들의 사랑이 고마워
사랑해 우린 맹세해
All for you

저 별이 되어 이세상 어디라해도
언제까지나 너희들을 비춰줄게
24/7 from monday to sunday nignt
우리와 함께 행복할거야

One more time!

밤하늘 높이 너희가 어디라해도
언제까지나 너희들을 비춰줄게
24/7 from monday to sunday nignt
우리와 함께 행복할거야

우리와 함께
행복할거야~






^Another gif I made since no yt videos again~ Hyungjun KMF@HB '09

(cr: video delicious-a)




And because I love being random~



Chocolate Love - SNSD, f(x)

neol cheo-eum bon sunganbuteo
manjigo shipeo naman gajigo shipeo
Chocolate love!
yosul gateun saero-un maelyeok geobu halsu itketni

dodohage saechimhage neol gamchugo isseo
ileon neuggim cheo-eum ingeol nan bbajyeo beolyeotjyo

I got you babe, I call,
I call it chocolate love
neoreul weonhae, gajillae
dalkom dalkom o chocolate love

meotjidan mallon bujokhan geol
moduga nollal geoya sseuleojil geoya
Chocolate love! Brand new world..
han madiro da seolmyeong halsu eobtneun geol

mushimhage nalkarobge yuhokhago isseo
ileon neuggim cheo-eum ingeol nan nokabeolyeotjyo

I got you babe, I call,
I call it chocolate love
neoreul weonhae, gajillae
ajjil ajjil o chocolate love
I got you babe, I call,
I call it chocolate love
neoreul weonhae, gajillae
dalkom dalkom o chocolate love

woo~ geudaen jebeob swibji anha boyeo
hajiman neuggimi wayo
ro~maentik hage chokolleot cheoreom
o geuleohke na-ege wayo
woo~ geudaen jebeob swibji anha boyeo
hajiman neuggimi wayo
ro~maentik hage chokolleot cheoreom
o geuleohke na-ege wayo

I got you babe, I call,
I call it chocolate love
neoreul weonhae, gajillae
ajjil ajjil o chocolate love
I got you babe, I call,
I call it chocolate love
neoreul weonhae, gajillae
dalkom dalkom o chocolate love



~Korean~


Chocolate Love (Retro Pop Ver.)
소녀시대

널 처음 본 순간부터
만지고 싶어 나만 가지고 싶어
Chocolate love!
요술 같은 새로운 매력 거부할 수 있겠니

도도하게 새침하게 널 감추고 있어
이런 느낌 처음인걸 난 빠져버렸죠

I got you babe, I call,
I call it chocolate love
너를 원해, 가질래
달콤 달콤 오 chocolate love

멋지단 말론 부족한 걸
모두가 놀랄 거야 쓰러질 거야
Chocolate love! Brand new world..
한 마디로 다 설명할 수 없는 걸

무심하게 날카롭게 유혹하고 있어
이런 느낌 처음인걸 난 녹아버렸죠

I got you babe, I call,
I call it chocolate love
너를 원해, 가질래
아찔 아찔 오 chocolate love
I got you babe, I call,
I call it chocolate love
너를 원해, 가질래
달콤 달콤 오 chocolate love

woo~그댄 제법 쉽지 않아 보여
하지만 느낌이 와요
로~맨틱 하게 초콜릿처럼
오 그렇게 나에게 와요
woo~그댄 제법 쉽지 않아 보여
하지만 느낌이 와요
로~맨틱 하게 초콜릿처럼
오 그렇게 나에게 와요

I got you babe, I call,
I call it chocolate love
너를 원해, 가질래
아찔 아찔 오 chocolate love
I got you babe, I call,
I call it chocolate love
너를 원해, 가질래
달콤 달콤 오 chocolate love

(^mnet)


hint hint hint


even more randomness:


Gain on Strong Heart... (Gain doesn't put up with that crap! She's hardcore yo!).
Oh and check out SNSD's SooYoung in the left bottom corner! I knew it made sense to post this today for some reason! XD

WASTELAND & 하루만 (Only One Day) SS501 romanized lyrics~ Rebirth mini album

Sorry I forgot to post yesterday~ so here's romanizations for Wasteland and Only One Day. I didn't bother to find youtube videos this time since they keep getting removed.. lol

SS501 - WASTELAND

dan hanbeon ilado dolabwajweo idaero neol bonaelsu eobseo
geu modeunge ohaeyeot daneun geol neodo argeoya

cham useubge deullin daneun maldo deo ihae halsu eobtdan pyojeongdo
da gwaenchanha geuleoni nae son nohjiman marajweo

neol bonael sudo neol ddeonal sudo nan eobtdaneun geoseul jal aljanha

geochilge dolaseon neoui nunbit ggamahke tabeorin naui shimjang
michindeut sorichineun nal beorilyeogo (go)

haji marajweo jebal

idaero dolaseo galsun eobseo ileohke jeoldae bonaelsun eobseo
jukeuldeut maedallineun nal ddeonalyeogo (go)

nameun nae mameun wasteland

imodeunge jalmotdwaetdeon geoya amuleohji anheun deushi geuleohke
chagabge dolaseoneun neol deo bolsu eobseo chameulsu eobseo

jichyeogadeun naddo michyeogadeun ggeutggaji neoreul butjabgo isseo

geochilge dolaseon neoui nunbit ggamahke tabeorin naui shimjang
michindeut sorichineun nal beorilyeogo (go)

haji marajweo jebal

idaero dolaseo galsun eobseo ileohke jeoldae bonaelsu eobseo
jukeuldeut maedallineun nal ddeonalyeogo (go)

nameun nae mameun wasteland

ddeonaneun neoui ma-eumeun ije frozen heart
jjitgyeojin naui gaseumeun ije broken heart

yeongweonhi bolsu eobtge dwae beorin geot gata
where is she? where is she now?

jidokhan nae ma-eumeun eojjeol suga eobseo
neo eobshi sara isseodo jukeungeo gateunde

ajikdo maeil bam neol butjabneun ggumeul ggweo
where do you go? where do you go?

geochilge dolaseon neoui nunbit ggamahke tabeorin naui shimjang
michindeut sorichineun nal beorilyeogo (go)

haji marajweo jebal

idaero dolaseo galsun eobseo ileohke jeoldae bonaelsu eobseo
jukeuldeut maedallineun nal ddeonalyeogo (go)

nae mameun wasteland
gyeolguk nae mameun wasteland
gyeolguk nae mameun wasteland
gyeolguk nae mameun wasteland

nae mameun wasteland

where's she gone?



~Korean~


Wasteland
SS501

단 한 번이라도 돌아봐 줘 이대로 널 보낼 수 없어
그 모든게 오해였다는 걸 너도 알거야

참 우습게 들린다는 말도 더 이해 할 수 없단 표정도
다 괜찮아 그러니 내 손 놓지만 말아줘

널 보낼 수도 널 떠날 수도 난 없다는 것을 잘 알잖아

거칠게 돌아선 너의 눈빛 까맣게 타버린 나의 심장
미친듯 소리치는 날 버리려고

하지 말아줘 제발

이대로 돌아서 갈 순 없어 이렇게 절대 보낼 순 없어
죽을 듯 매달리는 날 떠나려고

남은 내 맘은 wasteland

이 모든게 잘못됐던 거야 아무렇지 않은 듯이 그렇게
차갑게 돌아서는 널 더 볼 수 없어 참을 수 없어

지쳐가든 나 또 미쳐가든 끝까지 너를 붙잡고 있어


거칠게 돌아선 너의 눈빛 까맣게 타버린 나의 심장
미친듯 소리치는 날 버리려고

하지 말아줘 제발


이대로 돌아서 갈 순 없어 이렇게 절대 보낼 순 없어
죽을듯 매달리는 날 떠나려고


남은 내 맘은 wasteland

떠나는 너의 마음은 이제 frozen heart
찢겨진 나의 가슴은 이제 borken heart


영원히 볼 수 없게 돼 버린 것 같아
where is she? where is she now

지독한 내 마음은 어쩔 수가 없어
너 없이 살아 있어도 죽은거 같은데

아직도 매일 밤 널 붙잡는 꿈을 꿔
where do you go? where do you go


거칠게 돌아선 너의 눈빛 까맣게 타버린 나의 심장
미친듯 소리치는 날 버리려고

하지 말아줘 제발


이대로 돌아서 갈 순 없어 이렇게 절대 보낼 순 없어
죽을 듯 매달리는 날 떠나려고

내 맘은 wasteland
결국 내 맘은 wasteland
결국 내 맘은 wasteland
결국 내 맘은 wasteland

내 맘은 wasteland

wheres she go?



To make up for the lack of yt videos, here's a gif from KMF@HB '09....


^Hyunjoong's smile ♥ ♥ ♥

(cr: delicious-a for the video I used to make this gif!)





SS501- Only One Day (하루만)


nega ddeonadeon geu dwitmoseubeul
ajik nan ijeulsu eobseo
geutorok aggyeowatdeon neoyeotgi-e

shigani haegyeol haejul geoladeon
chingu deului wirodeuldo
neoui gi-eokeul mudgi-en bujokhae

ggeut eobshi banbok dweneun yeohaeng sok
nal dashi chatneun geon
barame shillin neoui moksori
ijeul su itni

haru haruga
neo eobtneuni haruga
eoje cheoreom chu-eoki dwe-eo
neomu himdeulge hajiman

haru dan haruman
nae soni neoui nunmureul daggeul suman itdamyeon
geuddaeneun malhalge
My Everything

ijeul su eobtneun jinan chu-eoki
ginagin bameul sumgigo
janinhan shiganmajeo meomchul ddaemyeon

jikiji mothaetdeon yaksok wi-e
subukhi ssahin meonjideureul
nammollae nunmullo jeoksyeo dakkgonhae

sumanheun inpasok ilsangeseo
neol dashi chatneun geon
neol saranghaetdeon naui moksori
ijeul su itni

haru haruga
neo eobtneuni haruga
eoje cheoreom chu-eoki dwe-eo
neomu himdeulge hajiman

haru dan haruman
nae soni neoui nunmureul daggeul suman itdamyeon
geuddaeneun malhalge
My Everything

i unmyeongui gallimgil soge
jogaknan ggumilago haedo
I wish I can bring you back again

haru dan haruman
neol dashi bolsu itdamyeon

iginagin gidoga
neoreul dwedollilsu itdamyeon

jeonhal su eobseotdeon
gaseum sok gipeun got gadeukhaetdeon
malhaji mothan mal

geuddaeneun malhalge
neol saranghae

haru dan haruman
nae soni neoui nunmureul daggeul suman itdamyeon
geuddaeneun malhalge
You are my everything

majimak yonggireul badajweo...


~Korean~

하루만
SS501

네가 떠나던 그 뒷모습을
아직 난 잊을수없어
그토록 아껴왔던 너였기에

시간이 해결해줄거라던
친구들의 위로들도
너의 기억을 묻기엔 부족해

끝없이 반복되는 여행 속
날 다시 찾는 건
바람에 실린 너의 목소리
잊을 수 있니

하루 하루가
너없는 이 하루가
어제처럼 추억이 되어
너무 힘들게 하지만

하루 단 하루만
내 손이 너의 눈물을 닦을 수만 있다면
그때는 말할게
My Everything

잊을 수 없는 지난 추억이
기나긴 밤을 숨기고
잔인한 시간마저 멈출때면

지키지 못했던 약속 위에
수북히 쌓인 먼지들을
남몰래 눈물로 적셔 닦곤해

수많은 인파 속 일상에서
널 다시 찾는 건
널 사랑했던 나의 목소리
잊을 수 있니

하루 하루가
너없는 이 하루가
어제처럼 추억이 되어
너무 힘들게 하지만

하루 단 하루만
내 손이 너의 눈물을 닦을 수만 있다면
그때는 말할게
My Everything

이 운명의 갈림길 속에
조각난 꿈이라고 해도
I wish I can bring your back again

하루 단 하루만
널 다시 볼 수 있다면

이 기나긴 기도가
너를 되돌릴 수 있다면

전할 수 없었던
가슴 속 깊은 곳 가득했던
말하지 못한 말

그때는 말할게
널 사랑해

하루 단 하루만
내 손이 너의 눈물을 닦을 수만 있다면
그때는 말할게
You are my everything

마지막 용기를 받아줘...

(^mnet)

Randomness (nothing to do woth lyrics):

Today after exercising I wasn't depressed but I had a huge argument with my brother (my older brother, not Jay)... But he was asking for it! XD

What a workout..

After today's workout, I've realized exercising exposes how needy I can really be. It's strange to me because everyone I know (except my cousin who is freakishly similar to me) says they feel GREAT after exercising! Like "Woooohooo, high 5 everybody! I feel SO good! UHN!" great... While I occasionally react more like this:

*finishes workout, leaves, takes a shower, and walks into living room*

Me: Moooooooom... I... I wanna DIE! DIIIIEEE!! ;.;

*goes into bedroom, gets on PC, and e-mails BFF*

Me: Where are youuuuuuu! A huh huh huh huh! Whyyy?! D,:

*picks up cellphone and text messages lil bro*

Me: I can't stand it! Everything is miserable! And my inbox is full of spam! AGAIN! OMG! OMM! wahhhhhh...

and their responses are usually something like:

My mom: You're doing too much, you shouldn't workout for 2 hrs like that! -_-

BFF: I'm at home as usual. WTF? Why don't you come over and we'll make fun of Degrassi together?! (one of our favorite past times lol)

Lil bro: Aha... you just finished a workout huh?!! XD

But around now (it's been about an hour since exercising) I feel really lame and foolish. It's similar to that one episode of Sex and the City where Samantha is sick and has a random weak/needy moment. And much like Samantha, I normally have the "I don't take crap from anyone, ever!" attitude as of late. Where did that come from? The three people I mentioned above have influenced that upon me. Now if only I can find a way to make it last for the 20 mins of fury and desperation after the workout!

Aside from that, after the makeup tutorials, I've come to the conclusion that my photos will probably be unrecognizable when released. Haha... I was kinda worried about even mentioning the whole thing because I was thinking "What if these pics turn out horrible, and people will recognize me and point and laugh.." However, now I doubt that'll happen and if I don't point myself out to people, It's unlikely anyone will recognized me at all. Yay for super awesome makeup secrets! ^_^

Oh and if anyone doesn't understand why I'm worried that these professionally edited photos might turn out awful, here's an example with Son Ho Young:




I've seen him up close in real life and... he doesn't look like that at all! He looked more like this pic:



In the first photo, they made him look awful (they made Shinae look weird too)! Even professionals can greatly screw up photos. And that's the lesson for today~

SS501 - Obsess (중독...) romanized lyrics~ Rebirth mini album

I'm gonna try to do one song a day... not in order though lol~




(cr: MochiSJ @ yt)

Obsess (중독...)

machi jami deolggaendeut ggumsogeseo neomaneul hemae
banjjakideon neoreul chajaga (gieoksoge nae moseub cheoreom)
dokhan sule (chwihandeut) haruharu nalbomyeo (geunyeol ijeo)
dashihanbeon neoreul (gatgo shipeo girl)

I can baraman bolsu itdeon geotdo nan
dareun namjal bogo isseodo sanggwan eobseotneunde wae
jeomjeom neoreul weonhaega nal michige manhae

I'm obsessed with you wanna be with you
na-egen niga neomu so good so good girl
I'm obsessed with you gonna be with you
jeomjeom deo bbajyeo bbajyeoga

balgge bitnaneun areumdaun nuneul gajinneol muggeodugo shipeo
negaeman jeomjeom deo nal jwe-eo oneun girl
neoneun naege dagaon shini naelyeojuneun shilyeon cheoreom
apeugo sseodo noheulsu eobtneun girl

I can neo-ege jugo shipeotdeon naemam
dareun namjal bogo isseodo sanggwan eobseotneunde wae
jeomjeom neoreul weonhaega nal michige manhae no~

I'm obsessed with you wanna be with you
na-egen niga neomu so good so good girl
I'm obsessed with you gonna be with you
jeomjeom deo bbajyeo bajyeoga

watch this oneuldo nan neoreul I'm so missed
jigeum nae ibsul I need your kiss
nareul gidarineun na what is this I want the truth
baby nan jichyeoga neoran yeojan na-ege all my pain
maebeon naegeseo neoneun go away
nae shimjang neo eobshin can't take another day

neoreul bolsurok gonna be crazy
nal boneun neoui mamsogen nan eobtneun geonji

I'm obsessed with you wanna be with you
na-egen niga neomu so good so good girl
I'm obsessed with you gonna be with you
jeomjeom deo bbajyeo bbajyeoga

I'm obsessed with you wanna be with you
na-egen niga neomu so good so good girl
I'm obsessed with you gonna be with you
jeomjeom deo bbajyeo bbajyeoga



~Korean lyrics~

Obsess (중독...)
SS501

마치 잠이 덜깬듯 꿈속에서 너만을 헤매
반짝이던 너를 찾아가 (기억속에 내 모습처럼)
독한 술에 (취한듯) 하루하루 날보며 (그녈 잊어)
다시한번 너를 (갖고 싶어 girl)

I can 바라만 볼수있던 것도 난
다른 남잘 보고 있어도 상관없었는데 왜
점점 너를 원해가 날 미치게만해

Im obsessed with you wanna be with you
나에겐 니가 너무 so good so good girl
Im obsessed with you gonna be with you
점점 더 빠져빠져가

밝게 빛나는 아름다운 눈을 가진널 묶어두고 싶어
네개만 점점 더 날 죄어오는 girl
너는 내게 다가온 신이 내려주는 시련처럼
아프고 써도 놓을수 없는 girl

I can 너에게 주고 싶었던 내맘
다른남잘보고 있어도
상관없었는데 왜 점점 너를 원해가 날 미치게만해 no~

Im obsessed with you wanna be with you
나에겐 니가 너무 so good so good girl
Im obsessed with you gonna be with you
점점더 빠져빠져가

watch this 오늘도 난 너를 I'm so miss
지금 내 입술 I'm need you kiss
너를 기다리는 나 what this that's I want the trust
baby 난 지쳐가 너란 여잔 나에게 All my pain
매번 내게서 너는 go away
내 심장 너없인 can't take another day

너를 볼수록 gonna be crazy
날 보는 너의 맘속엔 난 없는건지

Im obsessed with you wanna be with you
나에겐 니가 너무 so good so good girl
Im obsessed with you gonna be with you
점점 더 빠져빠져가

Im obsessed with you wanna be with you
나에겐 니가 너무 so good so good girl
Im obsessed with you gonna be with you
점점 더 빠져빠져가

(^mnet)

By the way, I just wanted to remind everyone to buy their album! Support SS501 ya'll! ^_^

SS501 - LOVE LIKE THIS (내게로) Rebirth romanized lyrics~ song romanization

Hey, I'm really busy today but here's some lyrics! I'll get to the rest later when I have time.



(cr: dwarousHQ @ yt)

Love like this - SS501


[hyungjun] Hey Girl, ijen neoreul boyeojweo naege
geuman neoui mameul
Won't you, my girl (my girl)

[jungmin] hangsang mangseorineun neon jeongmal babo
jeongmal neoneun babo
oh~ malhaejweoyo

[kyujong] wae, neon moreuni
neon nal moreuni
neol weonhaneun nae mam modu da gajyeo gajweo

[youngsaeng] naege geochim eobshi
ddeollim eobshi your love!

Love, naege wa. neon, like this.
So Love. gidarin neoran girl
True Love, dagawa neon like this.
One Love, neon naege neon naegero

Love, naege wa. neon, like this.
So Love, gidarin neoran girl
True Love, dagawa neon like this.
One Love, neon naege neon naegero

[jungmin] Hey Girl! oneul ddara deo yebbeo boyeo.
nae mamui Key~ juin baro neon Girl~

[hyunjoong] neol ddaollimyeon, naneun neomu ddeollyeo
sojunghan neo baro naui Baby Baby

[hyungjun] wae, neon moreuni, wae
neon nal moreuni wae
neol weonhaneun nae mam modu da gajyeo gajweo.

[youngsaeng] ddan geon piryo eobseo
ojik weonhaneun geon Your Love!

Love, naege wa. neon, like this.
So Love, gidarin neoran girl
True Love, dagawa neon like this.
One Love, neon naege neon naegero

Love, naege wa. neon, like this.
So Love, gidarin neoran girl
True Love, dagawa neon like this.
One Love, neon naege neon naegero

[hyunjoong] I need you,
[jungmin] You need me.
[kyujong] urineun gyeolguk hamkke hal ggeoya
[hyungjun] mangseorijima, naman ddarawa
[youngsaeng] ijen~~~yeah~

Love, naege wa. neon, like this.
So Love, gidarin neoran girl
True Love, dagawa neon like this.
One Love, neon naege neon naegero

Love, naege wa. neon, like this.
So Love, gidarin neoran girl
True Love, dagawa neon like this.
One Love, neon naege neon naegero

Love, naege wa. neon, like this.
So Love, gidarin neoran girl
True Love, dagawa neon like this.
One Love, neon naege neon naegero


~Korean lyrics~

LOVE LIKE THIS (내게로)

[형준] Hey Girl, 이젠 너를 보여줘 내게
그만 너의 맘을
Won’t you, my girl (my girl)

[정민] 항상 망설이는 넌 정말 바보
정말 너는 바보
오~ 말해줘요

[규종] 왜, 넌 모르니
넌 날 모르니
널 원하는 내 맘 모두 다 가져가줘

[영생] 내게 거침 없이
떨림 없이 your love!

Love, 내게 와. 넌, like this.
So Love, 기다린 너란 girl
True love, 다가와 넌 like this.
One Love, 넌 내게 넌 내게로

Love, 내게 와. 넌, like this.
So Love, 기다린 너란 girl
True love, 다가와 넌 like this.
One Love, 넌 내게 넌 내게로

[정민] Hey Girl! 오늘 따라 더 예뻐 보여.
내 맘의 Key~주인 바로 넌 Girl~

[현중] 널 떠올리면, 나는 너무 떨려
소중한 너 바로 나의 Baby Baby

[형준] 왜, 넌 모르니, 왜
넌 날 모르니 왜
널 원하는 내 맘 모두 다 가져가줘.

[영생] 딴 건 필요 없어
오직 원하는 건 Your Love!

Love, 내게 와. 넌, like this.
So Love, 기다린 너란 girl
True love, 다가와 넌 like this.
One Love, 넌 내게 넌 내게로

Love, 내게 와. 넌, like this.
So Love, 기다린 너란 girl
True love, 다가와 넌 like this.
One Love, 넌 내게 넌 내게로

[현중] I need you,
[정민] You need me.
[규종] 우리는 결국 함께 할 꺼야
[형준] 망설이지마, 나만 따라와
[영생] 이젠~~~yeah~

(^DSP Media)


♥♥♥

Worst fitting of all time!

I had a fitting on Friday and it was the worst! WORST!



Why?!



Because I didn't fit! U_U *dies*






Ohhhh the discomfort of it all! I guess getting sick and laying around while recovering took it's toll. That and I also blame the stupid crap that happened earlier this month~ Misery and woeee~

So anyway, I didn't even get around to telling ya'll about why I'm doing a fitting in the first place. Remember all those times I ended a post saying I was gonna have awesomely exciting news and photos coming soon? Well, it turns out it's not that exciting anymore..

Soon I shall be doing my first ever actual photoshoot! Weeee, and that's not the only first! This is going to be the first time my photos will be used to sell a product!! Oh my god, I've been so excited, nervous, on edge lately... but now, I'm just depressed that I put a couple pounds on and can't squeeze into the tiny, child size outfits.

What makes the situation even funnier was that Jay was even more excited about this than me and now he's gonna be clinically depressed too. Poor him... after all the effort he put into preparing me to follow in his footsteps, I let us both down. As my trainer, it was his proudest moment when I got the opportunity to begin with.
While I, of course, told him to calm down! It's not like I actually have a chance of getting anywhere in this field to be honest. Once this business goes under due to my horrid photos I'll never get another modeling gig again! Not that I want one anyway, I just caved under the peer pressure... Everyone thinks I should try it... So I will, and then when I fail they'll shut up... maybe... -_-

Ok let's never speak of that again! I finally figured out a Halloween costume that seems perfect but it's turning out to be pretty difficult to put together. If it works out, I'll take pictures and post them... Or maybe, since I'm so traumatized from the fitting I'll never post pics again.. We'll see.. (kidding) :b

Oh and here's my response to feeback about me being a douche on cam, recording it, and making it into gifs~

I thought you've been practicing dance routines lately? What happened? lol

1. That wasn't a serious dance attempt. XD

You're like a 12 yr old.

2. Yeah, I know...

Make a yt video!

3. Sorry but I'll probably never make a yt video.. ever. I still have nightmares about the ones that are already posted from events I've been to. I look so stupid! Is it possible that when I'm not being stupid on purpose I look even stupider than ever. Hahahah awww T_T

U r @.@ ~~~~

4. Maybe I am insane, ha


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Randomness: Ever since Friday I keep hearing that Wonder Girls song "So Hot" in my mind... except the lyrics are "I'm so so so fa-fat fat"

Bad hair day! And rain! And gifs!

Rain! I love it when it rains!... but my hair doesn't. My hair was like damp on top and then all frizzy on the bottom... whyyyy?! And on one of the worst days ever~ I had agreed to participate in a video call with my lil brother today! Errrrgh! Nevertheless, with my new found gif making skills I was able to bring a sample of my personal ridiculousness for everyone to see here! They might take a while to load because I made a lot.. -_-;; I'll narrate as we go through them... (btw, yeah I know my cam washes out all the color.. I've tried to fix it but I think my cam just sucks).







(random creepiness)










... So let's get started!





^I like hats... this is what I wore during the entire vcall.









Haha j/k... not really! XD















^Me and my messed up "rainy day hair"...




















WAH! (that's the start of the usual vcall weirdness)






















^Then it gets even stranger as time passes by... bouncing around in the chair, throwing hand signals all over the place (making a box... lol... somehow my heart didn't work out and my hands formed the shape of a square instead ;.; ).























^ few minutes later... we were having a dance off! LOL



















^finally it escalated to the point we got out of our chairs... I failed with this move, I should've thought beforehand to take off the oversized cardigan because it totally hid my awesome hip sway! T_T (also because cardigan sweaters just suck in general)





Within a few minutes we were tired, so we took a break from the dancing and I made a wardrobe change~


















^I only included this one because it subtly shows my fangs (for the fools that wanted to see)... I'll never take a photo smiling so this is the best it's gonna get. Muhahaha!















^ My look of disinterest... "whatever"














^ "I said I don't care.... WANNA FIGHT???!"












As our call was coming to an end, it was getting dark.. and at the time I was trying to find something SS501 related to include since they have the new album coming out. What could I find?...
















^SS501 light stick! What could be better?!




















^ How about 4 light sticks!!!




Ok, that's all.. I have more but yeah, they'll just take more time loading lol... Hope everyone else had a bad hair day too! XD

SS501 Rebirth!

Hey, someone tipped me off that SS501 is about to release a new album (or mini album?)! And while it may seem surprising, I actually had no idea about it. Haha, I'm the worst fan ever... *shame* ;.;

Anyway pic!


They look pretty different huh? Or maybe just pretty?.. I bet there are a lot of netizen comments about them wearing eyeliner again. Last time I thought Kyu looked great with it and everyone else was all "ewwww!"... I love it though!! ♥ ^_^

After it's released I'll get to work on romanizing some lyrics alright! Xoxoxo

Sleep (Garbage) z_z

In the middle of the night
Head on my pillow
Looking like a little ghost
Seems like all of the things that you gave me mother, have all gone up in smoke


In the middle of the night
You don't know what I'm thinking
But still the stars do sparkle and shine
Seem like all of the time, our boat was slowly sinking
You didn't even seem to mind


Now all I wanna do is sleep
Now all I wanna do is sleep
Now all I wanna do is sleep~








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I tried writing a post today, I deleted it and rewrote it like 10 or 20 times.. But due to my being so stressed out lately and therefore writing nothing but furious rants, I ended up just writing the lyrics to this song... because now I'm tired... and all I wanna do is sleeeep... I still have a rant though. I cut it down to 2 words (haters die!). That about covers it~ ^-^

here's a couple Garbage gifs, from the Androgyny MV..





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Land of the gif image! Brown Eyed Girls have inspired me to learn~

These gifs are huge in file size so I've prepared this short story for you to read while they load..k

Well, last night I was looking for gif images. Specifically ones of the Brown Eyed Girls from the Sweet Girl Idol Show! They were so hilarious, if you didn't watch you totally missed out!.. But sadly there were no BEG images from the show to be found. Only a few of Narsha, and only because she was wrestling with SNSD's Jessica.. I was soooo depressed..

Is it too much to ask?! Why does someone always make them for every other girl group doing whichever cute little thing they do?! I need a small animated picture I can watch over and over too. I searched everywhere for hours, for days!.. Until I was sick of it and could take no more... I did the only thing I could do (besides suicide) and learned to make them myself!! It was a really frightening experience too ~_~

Just a mere few hours ago I had NO idea how to make one of these ".gif" images. There were a few occasions where I had tried to learn but I never found a tutorial that explained how to turn a video into frames, and put them back together into an animated image. Just useless tutorials explaining how to get frames from an already made gif. Nothing about how to construct it.

Where could I turn in this type of situation?!! The first places that came to mind were troll filled forums or blogs. I found a blog that explained it pretty well but by the time I got to the final step I realized I had to buy software. Ahhhh.. Like I wanna buy more damn software! I had heard that I could construct an animated image in photoshop's ImageReady.. Too bad I don't have that as CS3 doesn't include it apparently. And the information I found for CS3 sounded like the process would take forever. I had no choice but to do the unthinkable..

.... I got the program I needed with a patch, for free! :x Horrible I know, but what the hell!! I'm not gonna waste $50 on a bunch of programs bundled together when I just wanted the one part. The last thing I need is more excess crap on this pc making it slower than ever. Also, they had promised a free trial but it said I couldn't have one because it lasts 30 days and my trial had passed the 14,500 day mark!!! WTF!! I've never even heard of this program before today!!

Whatever, I got it where I can use it and made more than 20 glorious, glorious gif images from media I have been wanting to save in this format for more than 4 years.. Hooray... I bet they've loaded by now, since they're so huge and all I only included three from the idol show. Enjoy!

By the way, Narsha is sooooo Capricorn! Look at her walk! She's the only one that made a mockery of the runway walk thing they had going on (it was actually a contest for who has the best legs or something). Anyway I would absolutely do the same thing, and actually I have.. but no one ever finds it funny. Kinda like with Narsha in the show, notice that it's pretty much just the other BEG members LOLing and everyone else has one of those smiles on their face as though they're thinking "Omo, she's... weird.".... The only other non BEG member I saw laughing was Hara and oddly enough... she's a Capricorn too!! Dun dun DUNN! Conspiracy! :O


Let's start with JEA!

I love the twirly thing she did with her hand... she's too funny ^_^



Next is Narsha!

Her walk is so graceful right? Hahaha... Look @ Miryo in the back "hehehehe, hahahah, HAHAHAH!"




And lastly is Miryo!

I love her expression! Fierce!

(Gain wasn't at this event.. so sorry, no runway walk gif for her..)


Oh before I go, here's the infuriating first attempt at making a gif on Gif-Soup..

Compare the quality.. I still like GifSoup though, at least they're free and give almost instant results!

*gif credits go to me, me, me, and.. GifSoup!